DELETING THIS TUMBLR ME N JON BROKE UP HE HAS A NEW GIRL !
Fuck that new girl that you like so badShe’s not crazy like me I bet you like thatI Said Fuck that new girl that’s been in your bedAnd when you’re in her I know I’m in your head
to Afganistan is coming up so quickly its about 2 months till he goes to cali for desert training then he will come home then hes gone… for 6-8 months… its finally hitting me.… . HARD
finishes his training at fort brag tomorrow hes in the corps but had training at an army base? confusing lol but then in may he has training in cali for afganistan!
why does it seem like im last on his list… he use to want to give me the world but i have no idea what the deal is now… i thought he loved me… why do i overthink everything ughhh i have issues why cant i be normal why cant i be the girl he deserves why do i have to overthink everything and ruin things when were finally happy… why do i have to do this to him… i think when he actually shows me some affection then i will calm down. i love you jonathan but i really need you to show me how you feel.